20.12.2012





AT THAT DATE. THE MOST AWESOME 20.12.2012 DATE. IS THIS FELLA BIRTHDAY. OH MY. PENGSAN


dear Jihah bebeh~

Assalammualaikum.
sorry for not wishing you on your birthday. you left me in ktsn and lets face it, i'm childish sometimes.

hehe..

oh dear Kak Gee,
thanks for being such a good friend. i once pray to Allah swt that Allah would give me a very good friend that will help me become a better person. and guess what, Allah hears me. 

-nangissekarang-

my jiran geegee,
it is so amazing how i am very comfortable around you.
thanks for giving me a side to sleep in when i'm stressed
thanks for being true to me although i notice you are quite worried that i will be offended
thanks for always be so skema and stuff that makes me feel. OMG. there are such person like this~ [in a good way. of course~]
but overall
thanks for being such an awesome friend
you are easy to make and be friend with
and i have the whole block to prove me i'm right.





and as honouring the most gilang-gemilang day
i am wishing all the best and only the best for your life
i hope you will never give up
i hope you will always be happy
i hope that you will always confident on your abilities 
lastly,
i hope you will always put all your trust for Allah swt cause Allah never left us.


NOW. ME. AFIFAH OHSEM. GIVING YOU THE "OHSEM" TITLE.  BE PROUD.

JIHAH OHSEM!







HeartTalk


IT IS LIKE I'M ON YOUR SPELL
CAN'T LOOK AT YOU 
BECAUSE THE PULSE IS TOO STRONG
AS IF YOU CAN SEE THROUGH

I'M HIGH FOR YOU
SAY MY NAME AGAIN
AND I CAN FLY

TELL ME I'M CRAZY
YOUR PRESENCE EMPOWER ME
TELL ME I'M STUPID
YOUR PRESENCE SWEPT ME AWAY
TELL ME! TELL ME!

THIS RUSH. THIS EXCITEMENT. THIS 'RASA'
SPEECHLESS


#Ya Allah, do keep away me from being stupid



Roller-coaster

Assalammualaikum

Today is the first day of my study week. Meaning here now I am free from class and can focus on my study. Hmmmm..
Roller coaster of emotions..

Have you ever do love someone so dearly? Well, if you put aside your mom and dad, your family and friends and stuff, I mean a special someone. And he or she loves you back. Isn't that amazing

But it wouldn't be so lovely if you are in my place. How can a person betray? Am I taking revenge or this feeling is for real? I am lying to myself?

Just get this out from me!


colors, confused, confusing, drawing, love


astaghfirullah hal azim.

it's a wonderful life :)

Assalammualaikum!

i just notice he got a blog and suddenly i got this urge to write also. i'm craziiihhhhh..




it have been quite sometime for me not to be posting here although i love it very much to be able to express tonnes of entahmenatangapatah here. Too busy. Like very busy. Very busy.

and i am not busy STUDYING. i'm suppose too study now but since these few weeks was very hectic with program and assignment and LAB REPORT (it is in capital lock because i love doing lab report but i hate how it stressed me out. roller coaster of emotion.) and when i'm finally free, well, not so free, but free-lah, I'm like don't know how to study. This is bad. Very bad.

But hands down everyone, i love studying and i WILL study, well~

So, I want to share new stuff i learned from this wonderfully packed with all sort of thing in this few weeks although studying itself have took my life for it.




First of all, i learn lot of things from my friend during our big and awesome program. We r managing this program called Gema Amal Insan which have 3 subprogram, pertandingan nasyid/konsert, bengkel keberkesanan komunikasi dan profesionalisme and larian amal, that aimed to collect fund to be given to those in need. My friend thought me lots of stuff which i really need to overcome my weakness. Alhamdulillah, Allah SWT way of showing this too you, is just magnificent,

I learned to smile and laugh at stress. yes stress! u can't do me no harm, i am immune to you! this actually come from positive mind and mostly from non-stop believing to Allah SWT. Allah SWT always help and never give us somethig we can't handle. Then from this mind, I never let my mood to be destroyed by stress. it just plain stupid.

I start to really implement on not having bad impression on anyone, and subhanallah! how it make me change my view to everyone just make me happier. Husnuzon. I am practicing to stop ghibah and keep my big mouth sealed! InsyaAllah i will nail it! I love on how i start to really count up this so called small things and be really happy when i see myself improve litle by litle.

AND

lastly, at least for today, I learned to make steps to have nice relationship with my friends. I try to be close and be together. Practicing good ukhwah.

So, how is life?