roll : about Ramadhan......................

its leaving us.....

I dont like it very much, to terawih at surau near my house as many children will be playing mercun. loud and shocking.

during terawih or any solat jemaah, one thing bothers me very much. about the saf.

sometimes it is loosely arranged and not straight.. children will be out and in to the saf like it was nothing. most annoying part is. i dont do anything about. i dont know what to do. the children will be too small too understand me and the elders will be too old for me to tell them whats right and whats wrong. OK. i am giving excuses, i dont have the confidence......






saf need to started from the center and be balance on both side. if you have started your pray and there is gap between you and person besides you, you can take one steps at time to get near to that person. it is limits to three steps only. when you found a big gap in the saf in front of you quickly fill it in. Rasulullah once make a straight line using his sword as an indicatot so that a straight saf is reached.

check this out to learn more about saf. its never too late to learn and it is never a nothing thing too learn.




ANDAI INI RAMADHAN TERAKHIRKU..LAYAK KAH AKU BERHARI RAYA?

roll : i dont like it when you do it like that.

first case :

there is this one guy which my friend have some sort of stupid crush to him. kinda cute btw. she will drag me to watch this guys playing futbal (like i have nothing better to do) i accompanied her. many time. but i am actually care-less about that guy.

one day. we bumped into that guy at the library. and i notice that the watch that guy wore is something like my sister ask me to find it for her.. so i am like..

"weyh..weyh.."
"ha?"
"jam kau jenama apa?"
"casio"
"owh. sorry.. salah jam"

my friend never talk to that guy.  but she manage to get his phone number. she found that guy fb and i "add" him. i post it to him.

"jam casio rite?"

its suppose to be something like..

"eh..terjumpa pulak"

copy that? but then somehow he deleted it. i tell my friend about it and she tell me that guy blocked her.

i think he think that we are STALKER. damn it.

*bajetlahkau*

second case:

i text to this guy. asking that and this. and he actually not really know me.. so i make it clear to him who am i. and he replied me..

"owh..yeke?? k, sy mintak diri dulu..aslmkum"

whats with the double question marks and sudden go?

third case :

my most beloved boyfriend dont topup. no money-lah. annoying.. =.='

roll : BIG BANG BEST TEN

THIS ONE FOR MY MOST BELOVED ROOMMATES..


LIES


TELL ME GOODBYE


HARU HARU/DAY BY DAY


LOLLIPOP



GARA GARA GO


MY HEAVEN


LAST FAREWELL



TONIGHT



LOVE SONG



BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER




ALWAYS LOVE BIG BANG..

<3




roll : I DONT KNOW

i dont know why i want to start this post with "i dont know"

2 weeks holidays is just like when i have finished SPM. Sleep and eat and being everyone PERSONAL ASSISTANT. With weather like now (raining every time) it is no fun to be riding motorcycle. I dont have the courage to be driving a car. Not to mention father's cars is BIG (unser and storm) and remembering him nagging non stop about HOW TO DRIVE is enough to get me off the wheel..

i've been sleeping a lot..my head hurts..headache lah..


i've been downloading and playing games..and of course helping my mom with all the chores (well..maybe not all)..and i am not studying..how on earth you are going to get 4flat afifah?

call me crazy or geek..but..studying is fun..i get to enjoy it very much when i have the ability to manipulate the knowledge i have to answer questions..and that requires a thorough understanding..hmmm..

dont easily discouraged when fails..and dont be like telling everyone about it..but if that what consoling you..then go ahead..but i seriously dot like doing such thing..i dont like the feeling when too many people symphatize me..i love to tell closest friend of me..



roll : bila hijab dan populariti mixed

i never like to be on this topic.....

2 bulan di KMS..lama gila tak online tengok dunia blogging..aku jadi semacam mual pulak..especially to this topic...

hijab
+
populariti


sekarang..bermacam jenis fashion kita tengok..some nice..some annoys..some just simply *tak terkata*

but aku just nak sentuh isu tentang hijab fashion..aku tak pernah against such a fashion..as long menutup aurat it is not a big deal lah..dulu-dulu..time hijab still NEW..amatlah sweet melihatkan sang HIJABian with pashmina,georgette,whatsoeva semua...semua nak ikot join...tudung is no more lame..its a good thing..membawa kaedah menutup aurat ke satu dimension yg baru di mana..SEDAP MATA MEMANDANG AND TAK KOLOT DIPANDANG..

but..........tapi..............


SEMUA DAH SALAH SEKARANG!

fashion ni sekarang dah jadi semacam tak betol..ramai yg berhijab semata nak tutup rambut..then yg laen dilupakan..

tolongla..

rambut tak payah sanggul tinggi sangat
seluar tak payah ketat sangat
baju tak payah jarang sangat
mulut tak payah cabul sangat
perangai tak payah gedik sangat

PERANGAI la aku sangat-sangat takotkan..ramai hijabers yg popular sekarang ni..sbb popular tu aku malas nak ckp..ni la why aku nyampah nak talk pasal ni..sbb aku taw nanti ada je yg kata aku ni saja jeles..

oooohhh!! please..


aku just tak lalu..rasa mcm agama ISLAM dipermaenkan..

tolong berhijab dan jadi role model yg baek...jgn la tunjuk perkara korang yg tak elok tu sbb korang dipandang org...tahu korang nak tunjuk diri korang yg sebenar..but sometimes..let it hidden...for the sake of others innocent people..

setengah org...jatidiri diorang amat lemah..yg maa role mereka buat..itu yg betul bg mereka..

BAYANGKAN..bila si polan ni ada haters..dia pon pulun dok cerita hate haters ni, in my opinion..tak perlu..bila buat mcm ni..semacam menanam ideologi..KITA KENA CROSSPANGKAHHABISHABIS haters.ISLAM tak suruh kita benci each other,

tolongla..kita bersaudara...saling mengingatkan dgn hemah..bkn sindiran..