roll on : sabah bebeh!!!!!!!!!!.

Dec 27, 2011


check out the date and just want to say that i am actually safely happily and healthily home ( to kms lah ) from sabah, malaysia (yesterday at 10 pm something )

a litle cough..voice change which i never notice until may friend say so and homesick..very..

roll on : einstein love

Dec 16, 2011

to remember..or to apply back the knowledge you have studied (to answer and stuff ) is not hard..if it is just don't understand enough..

i got the tendency to hear loud music through my earphones..the beauty is..i cant hear nothing exceot for the song that plays..and i like it that way..especially when doing calculations..i dont know if it helps me to focus..but somehow..calculating seems fun that way..

my roommates always ask me to lower the volume..yup..if i sit near enough to them..they can actually hear the loudness of my earphone..though i dont think that it is that loud..

through my reading..this hearing damage happens when you are exposed for it for a long period of time..i always have those moment like temporary hearing problem after put off my is normal...i think i am still in good shape as i dont exposed my dear ear to this mechanism for a long period of time because this is actually the thing that people scary of..permanent hearing lost..

well..ear have their limits..just dont exceed that limit-lah

roll on : my way to express feeling

Dec 8, 2011


during queuing at the ATM machine, my friend was talking on the phone.. and after finish she was like,

"Pe'ah!! junior kita bunuh diri!"

 you got it right... i am still being called as pe'ah here.. =.=' not the issue..i am very frust with this suicide stuff..and it will be more frustrating if the cause of it is because he/she did not get excellent result in exam. The problem nowadays is..people think that we need to study hard..get excellent result and then you can keep on living..WRONG!!

as a muslim..we need to believe that rezeki is decided by Allah..and it not depend on good result..rezeki is everywhere..if you did not manage to get excellent just mean that it is not your rezeki..

i know this is easy to say but hard to do stuff.. but it is the real deal.. i have a hard time to be in this kind of faith..but..we just have to do that only you can move on..and be succeed,

Btw..who switch LEVERAGE for TENTANG DHIA ??


Dec 7, 2011

long time no see blog !!!

being 'offline' for quiet a time now..and it is totally worth it! i just got the result for PSPM 1 (fisrt sem exam)..and i am very thankful for the gift that Allah give me..alhamdulillah!!

studying in matriculation.. even though it is very fast.. and very busy.. and other very vary thing.. it actually not very bad and not something very harsh also as everyone here is the same.. and after a month or so.. it actually just a matter of suiting into a new lifestyle..

got a thing with blue roses

i like it here..i mean it..maybe mostly i like it for the safe feeling it gives me as i am afraid to go into university..i am scared i will not be able to adapt there or worst be change by the atmosphere..i always think stuff im gonna dressed up? who can i befriend with? my english is SUCKS! will i become timid?

but i will further my study to university after way of escaping..not even marrying a good and rich i want it! yup.. i am growing up..

because now i see that..nothing can stop me..and it as simple as..